Monday, September 19, 2011

question

in the deep despair
we share a common intrest
the need to be free
from burdens we bare
we all see that life is a game
some win the game
some lose early

Friday, January 14, 2011

the first day of class is always dreadful
the thought of others in a class with you going after their dreams
the sight of the professor skilled at pushing you to get the best grades you can
learning information that will be benificial for you in later life
acquire new knowledge
teach old lessons
reestablish yourself not just as a student but as a human being in thirst for knowledge

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

THOUGHT LIFE LIBERTY

I SEE SNOW
LOTS OF WHITE SNOW
CLOUDING THE STREET
MAKING ME SNIFF
OF PURE COLD CHILL TO MT NOSE
I REALLY CAN'T STAND THE WINTER TIME

THE BENIFITS OF FRESH AIR
ENRICHING THE SOIL AND WATER
GIVING LIVE A NEW ENERGY
THAT CAN NOT BE ILLUSTRATED

PURE EVIDENCE
THE SIGHT OF THOUGHT
THE ELECTRIC MISSLES OF THE BRAIN
TO STORE HEAT AND KEEP FROM SHOCK
THE NEED TO STAY WARM BUT COOL IN THE SUMMER
THE FEEL OF DESIGNER WINTER GEAR
GLOVES HATS AND COATS TO MATCH

THE LEAVES ARE GONE
TREES HAVE TAKEN A BREAK
HUMANS NESTED IN THEIR CAVES
LIKE A BEAR IN HIBERNATION

TAKE LIFE IN YOUR HANDS AND NEVER FOR GRANTED

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

starting a new is a scarey thing. ready to embark on a new adventure in life. one can never really say that their done when they have just begun. regardless of the circumstance one can stil become what they want. words of wisdom Marques James

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Man-Wife, I need that lock down

CHAPTER 1


I could never be "just" with one guy. There was Mark, Jojo, and Ray, three men for the three sides of me. The sexual side of me goes with Jojo; a big dick with a mean stroke. Now Mark was my money man, he never gave me less than five hundred dollars just for my pocket. Now Ray on the other hand was more to me than Mark and Jojo combined. I mean Ray really loved me; he always told me that without me life would not be the same. Could Ray be the one?

Phone- I'll give you the Red light Special all through the night-unknown caller- baby I'm yours if you want it tonight...

yo hello. I said as I answered the phone

Wassup shawty?

hey wassup, who is this?

I'm Horny

So you know what you have to do!

And what's that bae?

I should never have to explain myself, bye. As I said that I ended the call and went on about my buisenes.

Phone- I'll give you the red light.....

What?

yo stop getting smart and cut the bullshit dude. The unknown voice said through the receiver

First off I'm not getting smart, I've been smart and I don't know who the fuck you are so I advice you to tell me.

Well I advise you to come open the door and find out

I was always taught that if you knock the door shall be open for you.

Yeah well my dick has been knocking for the past five minutes and he harder that wood, or this crazy ass door you got.

here I come, why I don't know

Man stop with that bitch shit shawty daddy waiting with ya special gift!!!

Here I come dam pump ya brakes.

I was hesitant to go to my door; I could end up dead, robbed, or raped. I stood in my room for a while and left dude at the door. I went to my pillow and pulled the .45 out that Jojo left one night and told me to keep it cause niggas is crazy out here and boy was he right. I started to walk towards my door and could see him still standing there. My door is a very special door because the person who owned my place before I moved in was a cop and he made a special door to protect his family. My door is made of wood on the perimeter and in the middle is a two-way mirror just like the ones in the interrogation rooms at the police station.

I walked in my living room and just stopped and looked at the door to see if I could recognizethe face, but I couldn't see his face. He wore a Hoodie and some blue jeans with some butta timberland boots. His hat was in front of his zipper and seemed to be floating in mid air. As I walked closer to the door I could start hearing slight taps before I opened it.

As the door crept open, this bull started take his hood off and removed his hat. When I finally opened the door I was amazed by his striking beauty. He was a light-skin red-bone country Georgia boy all thug out but with a preppy boy swag. He just stood there smiling at me with his dick in his hand slowly going back and forth. I was stunned for two reasons. Reason one he did look kind of familiar and reason two I did not know this man but the sight of his dick with its plump pink mushroom head had me forget he was an utter stranger. This dude really had me in a trance and I had to break free quick. Holding the gun in my hand behind the door aiming at him, I stood there trying not to drool.

yo you gonna let me in?

I guess I must have still been in that trance cause I could not formulate a word or even a sentence.

Shawty you alright. This man said as he stepped closer to me. I could start to feel the head of his dick poke my abdominal muscles. His breath so minty just made my nostrils tingle and got my dick mad hard.

Yeah I'm cool, but who are you? I finally manage to say.

Jamil is my name and giving daddy dick is my game. He said with a slight grin.

And where do I know you from?

you don't know me but I know of you. Jamil said winking at me still trying to make his way in.

In that case bye. I started to shut the door not letting my gun down for a second. His foot stopped the door from completely closing which just made me even more irritated but yet intrigued.

Yo my dude I'm not a threat. I apologize for coming at you this way. I just moved around here three months ago and I see you all the time. You are so sexy and I just managed to get the courage to come talk to you. I got ya number off a bull that we both know. You I live down the block at Luther Gardens Apartment 2b.

So I look so easy to you? I look so easy that you think that you can come knocking on my door with ya average baby sized dick and I'm supposed to let you in? Negro please, I only fuck with niggas who wear the golden seal.

Naw its not like that baby boy, and yeah F-Y-I ya nigga be eleven inches, you just see whats exposed.

Well let me see all of it then!

Let me in then baby! Jamil said as he stroked the head of his massive meat.

Aiight come in. I said with a big grin on my face.

As he walked into my living room, he started to strip off all his clothes. I walked to the bathroom to pull myself together and to put the gun in a safe place. When I returned Jamil was standing there with his Six-foot-three muscular frame. His pecs were so firm looking even when he moved them. He had washboard abs the perfect six pack. He had a fresh cut that just illuminated his three-sixty waves. His hazel eyes and well defined legs was just all I needed to know that I need this guy inside of me. What mad him more exotic to my sexual palate was the fact that this dude kept his timberland boots on with his calf high socks and fitted cap as if he knew exactly what turned me on. His dick remained at attention pointing directly at me with a slight hook to the left, just waiting for the attention I was ready to give. All I could think about was how all eleven inches would be deep in me making me go crazy.

So wassup sexy?

Nothing much, well not much for right now. I'm sorry what did you say ya name was again?

Jamil but you can call me daddy.

Ha Ha funny. What made you come see me? I said as I started to sit down while he followed my actions.

Jojo

What?

yeah that's my homie. Well from the look in your face I take it you heard?

Heard what

Jojo was murdered at the 7-11 down the block two days ago.

No way I just seen him two days ago and he went to the store and told me he was coming back with a surprise for me. How? what happened?

He got shot, wrong place wrong time feel me.

Yeah I feel you. As I said that I could start to feel my body get weak. Beads of sweat started to formulate on my forehead. The image of Jojo, his touch, scent, taste, sex appeal was gone and I never got the chance to say good-bye. I started to think about what we did before he left to the store. A faint taste of vomit started to pulsate at the back of my throat before everything went dark.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Fushigi Ball Commercial

Now is it just me or is this Fushigi Ball a bunch of malarkey. Take a close look at the ball. Look at it's features, to my seeing this ball is actually a Ball with-in a Ball. The inner Ball is the amazing aspect of the illusion the ball creates. Covered in a shiny thin layer of Aluminum, that in any lighting can give off a reflection. The outer Ball which I like to call the Atmosperic Ball is what the individual holds. What's makes this Ball more idiotic, is the fact that this ball can never be a magnetic gravity free ball when you as the individual has connect with the ball. With no gravity the ball will float on it's own. Every move that the ball does is in fact due to the nature of gravity affecting the individual causing the ball to come to solid motion, and adding the motion of the individual the ball moves fluidly. Let's call that the same reaction that the Sun has on the Earth as it goes around on it's own eliptical orbit.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

The Bet Awards

So guys its coming down to the wire....Im less than 5 days, four days to be exact the Bet Awards will be airing and I can't wait. After all is said and done be on the look out for my posts on what went down and how I feel on the show......Talk to you soon

Monday, May 31, 2010

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I'm Back

Wow it has been a very busy turn of events for me.....2009 is going
to be a great year......I'm a working actor and model and loving my life...I'm coming back out on my spot with more poems, stories, and gossiplook out for what I have in store for everyone!!!!!!!!!

Friday, October 3, 2008

Sorry

I'm sorry to my viewers that I have been gone for so long...Life as all may know has its ups and downs and right night i'm on the hill coming back up so forgive me and know that the new postings will be better than ever I have alot to talk about love you all Marques

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Obama

People say he made a mistake
By not selecting Hilary as Vice President
I say he made the choice that he felt would better the country

Some say he will be our first Black President
and yes this is true but only half way
Remember people he is half white

Now If people can see whom the Obamas
Remind the world of
We will see the Dr. Marting Luther King Jr. and Coretta Scott-King
Really made it into the White House

Our country is in shambles
Our economy is at lost
and John McCain is apart of the problem

Republicans rulled for eight years and its time for the reign to end
People People we need to vote
We need our voices heard

Some say our votes don't count
Thats because we don't vote
If we take Intiative things will change

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

BET AWARDS

Now as we all may know the Bet awards came on last night and was it ever something special. Lets Start with Usher Performance I was real dissappointed in him. I know he can do a hell of alot better than what he did. You opened the show and the performance was a little weak, don't get me wrong it had more over Britney Spears VMA opening but it still lacked luster.

Rihanna- I love her dearly but what exactly was she wearing and her performance should have been a little better the video was much better than her performance yesterday. Now she did do a well job with the vocals and what the meaning of the song was but i just wish she could have done a little more.

Al Green- Talk about music he set the bar but noot high enough. He is a legend and a great whatever he does it turns to gold....Congradulations to him.

Quincey Jones- the mastermind of life and all music. Why did Michale Jackson not show up why was Diana Ross not there why was all the greats, the legends kings and queens not there to honor him in his accalade. But anyway Quincey I cogradulate you with much respect and thank you for be an influence on many, now we all know it its time to retier Quincey happy be-lated birthday turned 75 many people my age can't even say that.

Jill Scott- Damn Damn Damn you did your thing right along with Maxwell and the other singer I apologize for not remembering your name.

Now the higlight performance of them all, a performance that even beats out Beyonce was Alicia Keys. Yes girl what you did was a classic. To first re-invent the steps to the school daze dance and then started singing weak then bringing out SWV, then Envouge, and last but not least TLC all the girl groups that we miss. Her performance was outstanding.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

I can't take no more: chapter 5

The Phone calls
Well who should I call first Rafeek or Mark, lets go with Rafeek first. Kevin was a ittle nervous when calling these two men because this was all new to him. Befre this everything was set in stone s to speak for Kevin, and now he is going to be living wit a complete stranger. What questions do he ask? what informatin should he require?
"Hello this s Kevn mnay I speak with Rafeek?"
"This is he' Rafeek said with one of the most deep sensual voices that Kevin has ever heard.
"Well I am returning your call about the apartment"
"That's good so tell me about the apartment?"
"Well it is a two bedroom one bathroom apartment. It has a full kitchen, living room, dining room, and balcolny. It is fully furnished as well as the second bedroom. It has wall-to-wall carpeting, cable, laundry room insie the apartment, controlled access entry way, and close to public transportation and central air, and water is paid for. We split the bill of gas, electricity, rent, and food. Sounds good?'
"yeah but I have another question"
"sure what is it?"
"well how is my roommate?"
"well I am a great person to live with, I'm clean and like for my place to be clean, I cook, and work'
'thats well when can I see the place?"
"you can see it today if you would like"
"I would like that very much"
"well the address is 5515 Larchwood street apartment number 3. Just buzz me and I'll let you up"
'ok I will sexy"
Anticipating the visit from Rafeek, Kevin could not forget that he had to call Mark.
"Hello this is Kevin may I speak with Mark"
"Hold on" Kevin could hear all types of screams coming from the other end "Mark who the fuck is this Kevin nigga calling our house?"
"I don't know"
"Then how the fuck did he get the number and your damn name?"
"Baby please don't start with me"
"Don't start with you nigga please I am not even there yet first off why the fuck is some other nigga calling our house asking for you? you cheating on me again?"
"No"
After hearing that Kevin knew that Mark was nothing but drama so he quickly placed his phone back on the recevier. Kevin started t head for the kitchen to go make some snacks for his encounter until his phone rang.
"Hello"
"Hey Kevin this is Mark I'm sorry about what happened I'm going through a messy break-up"
"Ok"
"But look i am interested in the apartment, and would like to come see it"
"Sure you can"
"OK whats ya address"
"5515 Larchwood street apartment number 3"
"Aiight Imma be there"
Despit the drama that Kevin heard, he thought it would be in fair judgement that he let each prospective tenant get there fair share. Hey who knows he may be the best candidate.
Kevin finally went to the kitchen to get snacks prepared, he made finger sandwiches, chips, and drinks. He made sure the house was nice and clean and smelling good. Hey its what he did best. He quickly cleaned up both rooms and placed the refreshments on the dining room table. A little nervous but ready to get a roommate.
Bth guys arrived at the house at the same exact time, Kevin buzzed them in and was waiting at the door for them to arrive. Both handsome men arrived greating Kevin with a smile and a handshake. Rafeek was a sexy dark skin, 6'1, muscular built guy. He had some pretty white teeth and sexy lips. His pants were not saggy at all but yet still composed his masculinity. Mark on the other hand was a light skin, 5'9", thin guy. His pants where halfway off his ass, and he just looked ruff.
"So you guys come in have a look around, hold all questins to the end I will meet you in the dining room for some refreshments."
"Ok" They both said. Rafeek let Mark enter first and just looked at Kevin
"your not going to check the place out"
"yeah I am but yu are just strikingly sexy. I would like a personal tour"
"Sure. Lets Begin" Kevin showed Rafeek around the apartment forgetting that Mark was even there. Rafeek took every attempt he could to get Kevin alone. They both had this attraction towards each other that was just fantastic. Upon finishing the tour with Rafeek, Kevin noticed Mark sitting at the table snacking on some refreshments.
"Y these are realy good, I never had something so tasty in my life, yo my jawn don't cook like this maybe I need to make you my new jawn" Mark said trying to seductivly entice Kevin.
'Well thank you, but i do not think I am ready for another relationship just yet." Kevin knew he was lieing cause his every facet being was telling him to jump Rafeek bones.
"So tell what do yall do for a living"
"Well I am a street pharmacist" Mark said with confidence
"Me I am a professional dancer at night on the weekends and on weekdays I am a youth outreach counsulor"
"so how much do you make if you do not mind me asking?"
"well on a good day on the corner I can make $1,000"
"me from dancing in tips I make close to 1,500 on one day on the weekdays I get paid 560 a week"
"well Mark and Rafeek I would get back with the one I choose. Rafeek could you stay a little longer?"
"Sure"
"Mark I will be in touch" Kevin escourted Mark out the door and locked it.
"So Kevin why did you want me to stay?"
"I wanted to ask when can you move in?"
"Why me?"
"Well you are the best candidate for a roommate. You have your head on straight and have a great going lifestyle. Well your half of the rent will be 250, the half of the gas is 150, electricity half of it is 100, and grocery I go by we both make a list of things we would like individually and then the things we need together and the price will be divided from there."
"Sounds good. Well when do I get my key?"
"Today if you would like!"
"That would be great"
"OK you can follow me to my bedroom so I can get the keys"
" don't think that is good"
"why?"
"because I may try to do something with you sexy"
"ok I'll go get the key. I will be right back."
"Ok I'll just be in the room designed for me, Whenever I move into a new place I like to get everything new and not keep old memories."
"OK I will be right there"

I can't take no more: chapter 4

A week has passed and I have not felt more alive. I just got my first job at this accounting firm. It don't pay much just enough for me to at least pay half of the rent. I can't continue to live like this I have to get a roommate and this has to be done fast. Let me place this add in the papers. I would put it on Craigslist but I don't have the Internet any longer. "Looking for an apartment.......Don't mind having a roommate. Well look no further The perfect place is found. A two bedroom apartment already furnished and everything. If this sounds like something you like call 418-339-0087 and ask for Kevin." The time is now 8pm and Kevin just got off work. Look at this.....15 messages. "Hello Kevin I must take it your not home. Well my name is Rafeek and I read your ad in the Philadelphia Gay tribune. I know you live in the sub-burbs but I am willing to live out there. Well if you could give me a call back at 215-687-2130" Sounds promising Let me wright his name down. Message 2 "Hey Kevin this is Brandon and I just read you apartment ad in the paper and it sounds promising. right now I don't have a job at the moment but...." and delete i need someone with a job right now.... Message three "Hey Kev this is Mark well I found your number in the paper about the apartment. Call me back at 267-300-8879 right now I'm on my 15 minute break at work and my boss is a real bitch if I'm late." Message 4-14 were all the same "Hey Kevin yo man staying a week in this shit hole made me really think...." This better not be Rick "Well I take it you know its me Rick and I'm calling you to talk to you about us you know. Like I really miss you and I love you. Cheating on you was the stupidest move I could ever make you know. I really am thinking about all the things you have done for me and the way that I treated you. Yo I only have two minutes left so imma let you know I love you and I want you to visit me OK bye" Man fuck that nigga he ain't shit. Calling me its only been a week. Man he a little bitch I bet he want some money. I should go visit him but I got other things to do like get a roommate. Message 15 "Kevin this is your mother. Boy you better start calling me. I heard through the grapevine that you were having trouble with your love life and was in need of some financial money. You know you can call me as much money as I have I can loan you a couple hundred or whatever your my son and you better call me now." Aw my mommy let me call her "Hello"
"Hey mom hows it going"
"Boy hows it going you have not called me came to see me or even check to see if I was alive....Boy I ought to come out there and beat your ass like you was three."
"Mom I'm sorry"
"I'm not done yet. I heard about that boy beating on you and cheating and stuff and now he in jail...Boy now I told you about him I told you he was no good and that he would end up breaking your heart. Why don't kids listen to their parents at all we know from experience. And I know you are sitting their with the phone away from your ear right now but guess what I'm loud enough to know that you can still hear me. Kevin baby I love you you are my baby boy but I have to know whats going on. Did not call me in three months don't let this shit happen again. I know your looking for a roommate cause I stop talking to your landlord to let you slide on the rent and stuff and I've been paying your bills behind your back yeah that was me I was the grace of God to keep you in a heated house and all ....baby you know your room is the same way you left it if you ever feel the need to want to come back until you get back on your feet....Now you can talk"
"Mom hi I'm good I'm well....I have a job now and I am happy I am looking for a roommate yes and the search is going well. I have two people to call later tonight and schedule a interview. Mom I'm OK I don't need to come home I can manage my life now. Mom I thank you for doing what you did and I love you for it also. Mom I'm glade to hear that your doing fine and all. My love life is great being that I am single now and I am looking to go back to school for Interior Decorating so I'm ready to start my life a new."